its weird...

i dunno...

i feel like i'm connecting to people that i haven't talked to or seen in a while.

i'm going away soon. (eep.)

i probably won't see anybody in the last week of july. i've got a family thing to go to, then a few days after i get back from that, i'll be gone for 2 months. (yes, Vikki, you'll get your postcards.)

2 months....

that's a long time and a short time all at once.

it seems so long, but it'll seem so short once i'm actually going places, seeing things, experiencing things...

I have to talk to Lindsey soon. I'm gonna hang out with her soon. I'm gonna miss her. We were apart for so long... and now its like nothing has changed, besides the whole 'we're legal to drink and we like it' thing. i'm so happy that she's back in my life.

its so weird... its like things keep shifting in my life, yet everything that gets lost is replaced by something just as good, if not better. sometimes even something old that has been renewed.

i need this change so much. i'm not sure if words can describe how much i need this. (ps, Vix, you and i need to set up an appointment with Joy in july sometime...)

Drewbie, i love you sooooo much. I know i left during your concert and i'm sorry, but i was needed elsewhere. and your hockey game, well, you told me 30 minutes beforehand, and i already had plans. Next time, tell me well in advance, a day, or several hours before.


i'm excited and scared about my trip. i've never gone anywhere like this in my life. It will be something i will remember forever, unless i get a memory disease, or braindead, or something like that. But it will be cool and memorable as long as i remember it. (Vikki, maybe you could help me out with that later. You know, just pull out the postcards i'll send you from Africa and be like "See Cait? See? you went there! Do you remember? Lets get Marvin, he'll help you remember!", or something like that. Ok? cuz you know that in like, some number of years, could be 10, could be 30, i might/probably forget, so i'll need your help to 'jog my memory' so to speak.)

yah... i'll see most, if not all of my friends before i leave. i'll come back a different person. (but i'll probably still be crazy. no worries about that!)

kk... just... felt like... chatting... or something...

~kisses